Tagged with lost

Hope

Response to the Daily Prompt: Hope Just like that; all hope is gone. In one second; during one phone call; the last tiny little bit I had harboured for so long, has now vanished. And with that, my heart was broken; shattered; poured out onto the floor; crushed beyond recognition. Once and for all. My … Continue reading

untitled

Oh my god I miss you. But not just the regular way that you miss someone. I miss you so much that I can’t function in daily life. My mind is mush and my legs tremble at the mere thought of seeing you. Touching you. Kissing you. You consume me. Even when I’m not with … Continue reading

I can’t place this feeling

The title says it all. I have this feeling inside me that I can’t quite figure out (it’s not a new one, I’ve had it before…but I can never put my finger on what it is). It’s like a mixture of being scared and anxious, added to feeling lost and drained with worry and confusion … Continue reading

That time at Alcatraz

Back in about 1997 I think it was, my family went on a trip to America, and one of our adventures was to the famous Alcatraz. We had the old school cassette tape tour (as I assume it’s updated to mp3 players or something now), and I was a tad late at pushing play in … Continue reading

I hope this counts for something

I am a few days behind on this daily prompt but it says: You’ve been given the opportunity to send one message to one person you wouldn’t normally have access to (for example: the President. Kim Kardashian. A coffee grower in Ethiopia). Who’s the person you choose, and what’s the message? My message isn’t of importance … Continue reading

Words…and how you take them

Writing is a very interesting thing because it can be taken so completely out of context and sometimes the people who read it can take one little thing the complete opposite way that you are trying to say. Even if you repeat it and state it so clearly that your fingers hurt! For example…I can … Continue reading

Mantra 9/6/2014

Upon watching the film ‘Into the Wild’ last night (for only the second time in my life), I am still moved and inspired by the movie/story/life of Chris McCandless. There are some aspects of what he did that I wish, or hope, one day that I can do. Although I would never go to the extent he … Continue reading

Nobody Knows…

It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything about any ‘Sunday night blues’. That doesn’t mean I haven’t had any though. And tonight I feel the need to post something. I’ve found the song that replicates how I’m feeling right now/this weekend/lately. It’s a bit of an oldie, but a definite goodie. I miss great … Continue reading

Destroyed

What do you do when everything you once believed in so much becomes shattered, destroyed, broken. Over the last month, someone close to me made a big life decision that had nothing to do with me, wasn’t about me, but affects me in so many ways. All that I believed about my life has been … Continue reading

A weekend away from the city

So, lately I have been feeling very flat, lonely, anti-social, numb, etc. and I think a lot of it may have to do with living in the city. I’ve never really been a city person, but I just learned to adapt over the years whenever I live there. At the moment I feel like my … Continue reading

Love is worth the risk

“It is better to have loved and lost than never loved at all” That’s how the saying goes. But how true is that? Is love worth the risk? I questioned a friend of mine the other day about whether or not love is worth risking everything, risking your vulnerability, your heart, your head, your time. … Continue reading

The Girl in the Well

Upon visiting a psychic recently I have come to realise I am the girl stuck in the well. Sounds a bit like the movie The Ring doesn’t it? Anyway, it’s not that supernatural or anything, but it is quite a strong metaphor. How I see it anyway. It’s like I am this girl stuck in … Continue reading

Argh. Love.

The other day I was walking through the park and a couple that were having a picnic caught my eye, so I slowed down a little and (excuse me for sounding a little creepy and weird) I watched them for a little bit. They were absolutely infatuated with each other, and not in the disgusting … Continue reading