Drive You Mad

It’s funny how someone can write a song that you feel as if it relates to you so much that you could have written yourself. I have this moment often. This song is no exception. Running away Oh, I felt like this yesterday And if there’s a problem, you’d want to know Who’s in my … Continue reading →

The missing piece to finish the puzzle

In my haste to document how things ended up with J, I realised I left out some fairly vital information on what was going on in my head the weeks leading up to the visit. Despite the fact that I didn’t want a relationship with him, I couldn’t help but have these really weird feelings … Continue reading →

I don’t play games

I sat down to write a post about something entirely different. A book review actually; that I’ll get to at a later date. As I sat down to start writing, a friend texted me telling me about this guy she’s been chatting with. She mentioned something about the fact that he just sent her a … Continue reading →

expression

Daily Prompt: Unpredictable I have so many thoughts in my head I have so many feelings in my heart Sometimes it’s hard to differentiate between the two mediums But one thing I know for sure is that whenever I try to express either of them, I completely shut down

You turned my world around; and then you walked away

Sometimes I think it would be so much easier just to hate you. But truth be told it wouldn’t really do me any good to hate you, despite some days feel like that would be the easier road to take. But all in all, I couldn’t; because I’m not a hateful person; I’m all about spreading … Continue reading →

untitled

Oh my god I miss you. But not just the regular way that you miss someone. I miss you so much that I can’t function in daily life. My mind is mush and my legs tremble at the mere thought of seeing you. Touching you. Kissing you. You consume me. Even when I’m not with … Continue reading →

Those relatable feels

“What Hurts The Most” – Rascal Flatts I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still … Continue reading →

You’re Out of Your Mind

Whoa this song! A friend shared it with me a few months ago, but back then, I wasn’t really feeling it. And then about a week or so ago, I was on the beach watching the sunset, dancing to my most recently loved songs on my phone, when this one popped up, and I stopped, … Continue reading →

I slipped and lost my footing…but I didn’t fall

I think I like metaphors, or analogies (sometimes I’m unsure of the exact difference between them). But anyway, due to my personality being very ‘in the moment’ and my inability to live in one spot for too long at a time, well…I was (am?) doing really well these days and where I’m at right now. … Continue reading →

Be.Fucking.Brave

I wish people would say how they’re feeling a lot more. I know I shouldn’t waste my time and energy ‘wondering’ what they’re thinking or feeling, but I do. Especially people who I really care about, yet who give me such mixed signals. I am utterly confused. If you hate something so much…don’t do it. … Continue reading →

I can’t place this feeling

The title says it all. I have this feeling inside me that I can’t quite figure out (it’s not a new one, I’ve had it before…but I can never put my finger on what it is). It’s like a mixture of being scared and anxious, added to feeling lost and drained with worry and confusion … Continue reading →

My opinion on polygamy: take two

A few months ago I wrote about my thoughts on polygamous relationships…and another idea just popped into my head about this sort of lifestyle. One particular friend that reads this will completely disagree with what I’m about to say, because I recall having conversations with her about this years ago and (provided her thoughts haven’t … Continue reading →

Happiness can be so overwhelming that it makes you sad

Over the last, let’s say…roughly, 10 years, I’ve never really considered myself to be a “happy” person. I’ve had stints of happiness from time to time, and have often tried to be happy, but at the end of the day, I think I thrived on being sad and upset. I don’t think I really know why…just … Continue reading →

What It’s Like To Be Optimistic And Depressed At The Same Time

Upon hearing the recent passing of a friend-of-a-friend, and a girl that went to my school (and consequently the loss of a person who I’m told was a beautiful girl with such a kind and caring soul, and a smile that could light up a room), a friend asked me this: “how could someone so … Continue reading →

Vulnerable

   I realised I have a problem with telling people how I feel/what I think about them. I don’t lie to them at all, but I’m just not as open as I could or should be. I noticed this the other week when I told a guy I thought he was a “total babe” – … Continue reading →

I had been blessed with a wilder mind

Wow. This album Wilder Mind by Mumford and Songs has been on repeat for the last few days. I don’t quite know what it is about the album as a whole, but each and every song has a little piece that just gets me in some way. Whether it be a few lyrics, or the … Continue reading →

Anchor – Birds of Tokyo

Uggghhhh…..so many songs are hitting all sorts of emotions inside me right now. I’m actually obsessed with a bunch of amazing new songs at the moment. But I needed to post this one tonight, for reasons I don’t even really know. ANCHOR LYRICS: Written by Birds of Tokyo We stayed afloat for just a while … Continue reading →

You’re a million miles away

I love a random moment when a great new song enters my life. Last week it was this which I forgot to post. Ryan Hemsworth featuring Dawn Golden – Snow in Newark. The lyrics, the melody, the emotions, the instruments; just everything about this song is so perfectly bound together. It’s just so beautiful! That … Continue reading →

searching for the answer

I’ve been trying to find the answer within myself about a few things over the past, well lets say 12-18 months, but it’s been a lot more prominent the last few months. And I think I’m finally getting somewhere. One main question in particular that has been bothering me, I’m starting to realise the reason … Continue reading →

Music = Emotions

Bob Marley once said “One good thing about music is, when it hits you feel no pain” But I don’t believe that. I mean no disrespect to old Bob, I admire him and his music inside and out. But this line…I don’t. Music is such an emotional tool for me and it makes me feel … Continue reading →

Blue as your eyes

Sunday night, why do you always make me feel so blue? P.S. It’s been a long while since I’ve listened to this song but, I love Lifehouse.

Why can’t we be friends?

I’m really super duper, UBER curious to know people’s thoughts on this. Edited: Can men and women be close friends? Almost every movie there is out there says that members of the opposite sex can’t be friends. For the majority of my life I have detested this and believe that I can be friends with guys without … Continue reading →

Crack me open like you always do

Once in a blue moon (read: when I remember) I jump onto iTunes and look up the free single of the week and will often download it. This week’s…holy dooly! I’m so in love. It just touches my soul and speaks to me in so many ways. Gah I love it! This chick has such … Continue reading →

A house is not a home

I’ve been thinking about this for a little while now but I could never really find the words to say what I am feeling and thinking. So this daily prompt is really going to push me to force out whatever I can on this. Ready, Set, Done: Our ten-minute free-write is back! Have no mercy on … Continue reading →

Are you too busy?

Do you want to know what each and every human being on this earth has in common with each other? The amount of hours per day. No one is ever “too busy”, we all just have different priorities. Do what makes you happy. We are the creators of our own destiny. We are the creations … Continue reading →

A rhyme for the sensitive child

This poem is titled for the ‘sensitive child’, whereas I think it is relevant for all people. Rhyme for the Sensitive Child Jen Reich ‘Don’t take things so personal’ You hear them say But child I know You don’t see it that way- For I know that you feel Deep like the sea And when … Continue reading →

A night of self-doubt and destruction

Every once in a while when I hear David Gray’s “This Years Love”, it brings me to tears. Last night was again, one of those times, which always leaves me reeling into a pit of despair and self-doubt. I can’t explain exactly what brought those emotions on, nor can I precisely describe what I was … Continue reading →

I Dare You To Move

Music is my one true love. It is the only thing that is (and will always be) there for me through the best of times, through the hardest of times, and through the mediocre times. I express myself best through music and sometimes when I have nothing to say or feel, music says it best … Continue reading →

Sunday Night Blues

Ahhh…it’s that time of the week again where I feel all kinds of weird feelings. For those people who follow my instagram account at all would be well acquainted with the fact that almost every Sunday night I post a photo that correlates to my #sundaynightblues. Oh god, did I just hashtag on my blog?! … Continue reading →

Numb

Recently I have been having crazy mixed emotions. I have been feeling happy…but at the same time, sad. I feel so completely detached from the rest of the world, but so in-tune with my spiritual side. I feel so alone, yet surrounded by people, and some VERY AMAZING friends at that. I just…I don’t know … Continue reading →